caitlin lea

friendship: dictionary definition-the state of being a friend. my definition….making a connection to someone that you’ve never met before in your life, but want them to be in your life now. sure you born with friends, but they are also known as your family…but 9 times out of 10, no matter what happens there gonna be there for you. but when you choose to become friends with somebody, your giving them you trust and respect and whatever wall you have up, you took it down for them. true friends are really hard to find. and its not a word i use lightly because i believe, well atleast for me anyway, a friendship means more to me then the relationship i have with my family. i can tell my friends things i could never tell my family. and when i need a shoulder to cry on or someone to just make me laugh i call my friends because thats what my hearts wants. i love my friends to death they mean the world to me because i’ve had alot of aquantances in the past that called me there friend, but completely turned it around into me just being one little thing the used in their life. but don’t get me wrong. i had some amazing times with them. i let them into my life and loved them as much as i could as i do to almost anyone i meet that i feel a connection with. and not onyl that but i learned from those people of how not everyone is trustworthy. and in time they’ll understand what its like to have fake friends. i wish that everyone wouldn’t take friendships so lightly because not only do the people you surround yourself with make up a part of who you are, but you are also a part of them. and there is good and evil inside everyone and they both need to be shared with this world. i would not be the person i am today if i don’t have the friends i have now or the friends i had in the past. i love my friends and will never let them go, the have left a permanent place in my heart that will always be theirs and theirs only!